a prayer

i have been given all the love in the world, but have no idea how to use it.

LORD... intervene!


please?





for you are the creator of love and the beggining of this desire. my heart may rest in you, but the more it resides within you, the more love i need to give. i need an open door, and one that i can actually not just take a step twards, but walk through and into someone so deprived of love that i may give mine away.

this, residing in you; gives me unspeakable joy. so much joy that i just look like a fool. smiling at eveyone, and talking to people with such optimism and love and happiness that it might just make them unconfortable. LORD show me how to use this joy.

show me LORD how you intend on using this love you have given me. i want to go, i want to leave, and i want to just simply dissinegrate into your spirit and into their hearts.



and lastly, i want to melt into his eyes. he who will be mine. forever.

my belief in love is one so strong that i hope, one day, i may break through all the walls that a person puts up and just simply melt their hard hearts into goo. in just one look.